Well, I talked to my parents about how I feel about my current situation. They were understanding which is good. This is going to be a hard time for me. Guys I need you to pray that I can convince Nick Scott to stay in Norman, and at OU. I think he is the only person that I know resonably well enough to actually enjoy my time here. I wouldn't have to worry about parties.
Ok, I think I need to clarify my feelings on my own partying. I party. I drink. I flirt (thank God, there hasn't been a situation where things have gone past flirting too much). I go to sleep/pass out. Wake up the next morning disgusted in myself. The only difference this time is that, this time it was a bit too much. And I'm tired of this cycle. I want it to be over. I want to feel like I'm not comprimising the person I feel like I am inside. So, that's why I'm looking to get out of this house. Possibly/probably the RUF/NEKS. Just pray for me if you read this.