Life is just nuts right now. I got classes I'm close to failing and I don't need that when I need a good G.P.A. for medical school. Also I got these girls on my mind, and I know I want to get into a relationship, but what can I provide? I don't have a job, barely have enough money to make it through the week. I mean, what's the point? It's been so long since I've been in a relationship. Since I've been ready to be in a relationship, I don't know what's asked of a boyfriend anymore. I just need to go get my head together I think. Need to refocus on work. In fact, Kasey asked me today "What's wrong and don't even deny that something is wrong." I just have this in my mind. What is asked of a guy who is in a relationship? Do I really have a chance with these girls? Kasey helped decided all I can do is talk to these girls and just see where things go.

The trip to Texas was freaking awesome. I can't talk about all of it, but some of it I can.

Myles running up and down the aisle of the bus in his boxers saying "I'M A PTERADACTYL!"
Chris getting off the bus..........HAHAHAHA. Needed a lot of help.
the game was awesome BEAT TEXAS 12-0
Saw the president of the Silver Spurs get his head shaved, which was funny.
Going to the West End and picking a fight with that crazy black guy with the grill in his teeth.
And all in all, just the total lack of sleep. Then there was that biased cop at our hotel threatening to kick us out. Getting to know the members and their girlfriends. I'm a lot of the girls' favorite pledge. The queen always says hi to me which is strange because I don't think I've done anything to stand out but whatever. She is a cool chick. It was just a strange ride, but one I WILL NEVER FORGET

Well, I took a break from my blogspot online journal for the less intriguing xanga. It was alright. Not too impressed, but if no one is going to read it then I might as well put it in a place that has free spell checking. Don't want to catch up so just go to http://www.xanga.com/pantaleon for a "brief" overview of what has been going on. Today was strange. I went to all my classes, something I haven't been able to accomplish fully for the past week. I didn't miss much though which is good. Not hard for me to catch up.
Our water heater broke so we had no hot water. Cold showers suck extremely bad. Trying to get ready to go to OU/tx. We need all the member sheets. It's crazy. I don't think we are even close to being half way done. And I think I need to talk to Heather. She is coming back to Oklahoma the 15th. She always seemed to help me make sense of my head where I couldn't. I do miss her. I just hope she is making the best of her life at Creighton, she worked so hard to get there. As long as she is happy. This entry kind of sucks. I'm done.