Why is that all of a sudden people think there is something wrong with me?

Lissy, whom I was planning on visiting in Texas this weekend, just told me she wasn't sure I should come if I have a lot on my mind. That's a shock, since just recently we've gotten to a point where we don't fight everytime we talk. Also, considering that fact that we haven't seen in each other in YEARS and I thought we were actually really close. At least I thought so...
Also Heather wrote me a message on Facebook saying that I sound really depressed and she was worried that I would do something stupid. I won't. I promise I'm fine. Damn, I think I should stop writing this depressing dribble in here and remind myself about what's good.

1. Jesus Christ
2. Selena and Alexander, Selena's new baby brother
3. New Borns
4. My family
5. Lissy and Heather caring (sorry if I scare you guys, I promise I'm not that bad in person)
6. I get to shot shotguns
7. My family is pretty much out of financial trouble (YEAH!!!)
8. The fact that tomorrow I get to get up and celebrate another great day in a great country
9. I have good friends
10. Selena and Alexander
11. I get to shot shotguns ( I know this is repetition, but those are really good things :)
12. It's awesome that Alexander was born on Valentine's Day
13. My parents are coming back from Texas soon
14. My brother has a "date?" with a girl
15. I found a way to hook up my computer to my stereo so I can hear my music in stereo!
16. I have cable and a computer and a phone
17. I have the music from the broadway play "Avenue Q"
18. Trekki Monster Freaking rocks
19. My waterbed has a heating pad under it's water mattress
20. "Schadenfraude" :)
21. I have a 120 friend on thefacebook.com
22. Tomorrow I get to have lunch with a good friend who is extremely good looking
23. My ethics test isn't until Thurs.
24. There is a new version of NBA Street
25. The San Antonio Spurs are currently ranked number one (GO SPURS GO!!)
26. I don't have to take math again until after I get my diploma
27. I'M DOING GOOD IN MY CLASSES
28. I may have gotten "Jew-ed" by 2 girls, but hey at least they where interested
29. I got Nick Scott to write my profile for the RUF/NEK members page--and it's good

Alright, I think that's good enough and surprisingly I feel extremely good. Anyways, here is Nick's profile for me.

Hi, I'm Sam. Not very many people know this, but I am a connosieur of
fine cigars. More so, I am the connosieur of even finer women. Some may say that my
gentlemanly ways are outdated, but I firmly believe that true romance is not dead. Even
when I was little, my mother told me I had the voice of an angel, and I have always loved
music. It was in Edmond that my passion for the maraccas was ignited, and after honing
my skills by using my voice and maraccas to make women swoon, I toured Latin America playing sold out concerts every night. Then I returned to Oklahoma and entered the brotherhood of the RUF/NEKS. Although I no longer play or sing for big crowds, you ladies out there should know that a private concert can be arranged.

Can't tell me that's not funny. Alright I'm going to bed while I'm in a good mood.