I'm so restless right now. It's not funny. It's not insomnia, it's just wishfulness. I don't want to stay in Oklahoma this summer. I just want to go out and have an adventure. I want to do something other then get up and do nothing, or get up and go to work and do nothing. I want to go out and disappear and come back with some experiences that are all my own. Kasey is going on her corps thing this summer. I have friends that will probably leave the country on vacations. My family does NOT vacation, so that isn't going to happen. I don't want to go back and work at homeplate. Infact, I'm tired of working in food. I will if I can work somewhere else, but I just can't stay in Oklahoma. I WANT OUT!! I think I'm going to the job placement thing at the union see if they can offer me some help on getting out of Oklahoma. If I could do what I want, I would be out in the sun everyday of the summer and working. Sweating and meeting new people. If you read this, any hints?